Books, films, games, and television that refused to leave quietly.

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Gravity's Rainbow
pinned loved Gravity's Rainbow1973·by Thomas Pynchon
1 Mar 2026 · 2 min read

I have a full review of Gravity’s Rainbow here: Fires a Calculation; Hits a Coordinate.

Years from now I will still remember the V-2 rocket shards scattered across London, the coded biological paranoia around Jamf and Kryptosam, the Schwarzgerät waiting inside rocket 00000. I will still remember Katje’s ancestor Frans massacring the dodos of Mauritius, the early twentieth-century German army massacring the Herero people of Africa, the Nazi army massacring European Jews in the Second World War. I will still remember the diffuse hope drifting through the wood-smoke air of the Zone in 1945, after the war ended. These images persist because Gravity’s Rainbow gives beauty a ballistic structure: the rocket’s parabola lodging itself in one’s mind as an arc of ascent and annihilation, promise and gravity. Inside the V-2’s guidance system, a pendulum-and-coil integrator translated acceleration into the charge that could trigger Brennschluss, the instant of engine cutoff where powered ascent surrendered to gravity. Franz Pökler was watching his daughter Ilse grow up in the same calculus: each annual visit to the camp a single data point, each integral converging, for both rocket and girl, on disappearance. That is what this novel does better than any other war novel I have read: it makes the mathematics of destruction and the mathematics of a life rhyme, and the rhyme is unbearable. The Pulitzer board called it ‘unreadable’ and ‘obscene’. Both charges contain a grain of truth: Pynchon demands that one read against the current, and the obscenity is the world’s, not his. The Elect and the Preterite shuffle past each other in the rubble of the Zone; the novel’s own form enacts this entropy, its narrative fragmenting and dissolving as surely as Slothrop does. Edward Mendelson called it an ‘encyclopedic narrative’ in the tradition of Dante and Melville. I would add only that it is also a deeply personal one.

Pynchon, in unruly but precise language, writes a Second World War novel that dismantles every convention of the genre, and I found myself dissolving alongside Slothrop in the Zone, watching a magnificent rainbow arch after the rain, eyes brimming.

Solenoid
pinned loved Solenoid2015·by Mircea Cărtărescu, trans. Sean Cotter (EN)
29 Nov 2025 · 3 min read

I have a full review of Solenoid here: Nothing Is Strange to a Child: On Solenoid.

Cărtărescu’s Bucharest is a vast living organism. The veins extending from the city centre vibrate with the solenoid’s hum, breaking through the gaps in a neighbour’s blind wall and the skin between librarian Palamar’s thumb and forefinger. His prose is so precise, so sensorily saturated, that after six hundred pages scenes still rise up unbidden: Irina floating above the bed; hundreds of Picketists screaming for help before the city-centre mortuary; the boat-shaped house; the labyrinthine school corridors; the narrator’s nightmares weighing on me too. The narrator is a failed poet turned schoolteacher in 1980s Bucharest, and his failed literary debut shadows Cărtărescu’s real triumph: where the real Cărtărescu read his epic poem to acclaim in 1977, the narrator reads his version to ridicule and abandons literature forever. In a tradition running from Kafka through Borges to Schulz, the city is both literal and impossible, its architecture obeying dream-logic while remaining stubbornly, concretely Romanian.

The novel is built from the branch that did not happen, and the failure is not romanticised; it is what makes the narrator porous, open to resentment and revelation and tenderness and forms of attention that a successful life might have sealed off. The porosity is structural: because the narrator has no literary authority to protect, the boundaries between city and body, fact and hallucination, biography and counterfactual dissolve one by one, until Bucharest’s topography becomes indistinguishable from the topography of thought itself. The Voynich manuscript that threads through the novel is the perfect Cărtărescu object: real yet untranslatable, saturated with meaning that can never be confirmed. The Picketists’ revolt against death is political allegory whose enemy is mortality itself, futile and magnificent in equal measure. The usual charge against Cărtărescu is maximalism, excess, a prose so rich that it risks toppling into self-indulgence. Fair enough: this is not a novel that respects economy. But the maximalism is structural, not decorative. Every hallucinated image, every recursive nightmare, every obsessively catalogued Bucharest street feeds the same metaphysical engine. The book earns its six hundred pages because each one coils tighter around the question of whether reality has an outside.

The solenoid under the house is a literal electromagnetic coil that makes the narrator levitate in his sleep, and Cărtărescu never explains it away. He renders consciousness as a space one inhabits rather than a faculty one possesses, and the novel’s six hundred pages accumulate the way a solenoid’s coil does: each recurrence of dream, disgust, tenderness, and mania adds to the field until the whole structure lifts. That the Nobel committee has not yet recognised him feels scandalous. I finished Solenoid closer than I expected to come, in adult life, to childhood: willing again to take the strange seriously, knowing it mattered, knowing it was already dissolving.

Capitalist Realism: Is There No Alternative?
pinned loved Capitalist Realism: Is There No Alternative?2009·by Mark Fisher
18 Mar 2026 · 2 min read

Reading Mark Fisher’s first ‘pamphlet’, I kept thinking about the world it arrived into: the end of 2009, a full year into the worst financial crisis since the Depression, with no left alternative in sight. Occupy was two years away; Corbyn, six. There must have been something peculiarly moving about encountering Capitalist Realism in that silence, before anti-capitalism briefly recovered the sense that it might once again speak in the future tense. Reading it now, the admiration comes with sadness.

The usual objection is that the book lacks philosophical substance, that it names a mood rather than constructs an argument. Fair enough: Fisher is not doing Žižek, and is not trying to. What he is doing, in barely eighty pages in the first edition, is something else entirely: handing an entire generation the vocabulary for what it already felt but could not say. The privatisation of stress. The depoliticisation of mental illness. The way ecological catastrophe gets endlessly ‘acknowledged’ and then quietly metabolised, as though the acknowledgement itself were the solution. These are not arguments in the academic sense; they are acts of naming, and they land with the force of recognition. The orthodox left will note that Fisher never quite identifies capitalism as a social relation rooted in labour exploitation, that the critique floats as phenomenology unmoored from political economy. There is something to this. But Fisher understood that no amount of ‘correct’ structural analysis matters if nobody can feel the structure bearing down on them, and that making it felt is itself the political act, the prerequisite without which no programme can begin. The very success of the phrase ‘capitalist realism’ proves the point: it entered the lexicon precisely because it named what was already there, inarticulate and suffocating.

Philosophical arguments aside, Fisher’s prose is so compressed and so precise that individual sentences carry the weight of entire chapters elsewhere. That closing line, ‘From a situation in which nothing can happen, suddenly anything is possible again’, manages to be a political programme and a prayer in the same breath. Knowing now about the unfinished Acid Communism, where Fisher was beginning to reframe neoliberalism as a counter-revolution against the thinkable, the pamphlet’s final pages feel like a coiled spring. Fisher died in January 2017, and the privatisation of stress he described so clearly in these pages gained a terrible retroactive authority. By the end of the book I was close to tears. The book solves nothing, and knows it solves nothing; someone had found the words.

시
pinned loved Poetry2010·dir. Lee Chang-dong
14 Jul 2020 · 2 min read

Lee Chang-dong is perhaps the most morally rigorous filmmaker working in world cinema, and Poetry is his most unsparing proof. Mija, played by Yoon Jung-hee, is sixty-six years old, newly diagnosed with early Alzheimer’s, enrolled in a community poetry class because she wants to learn how to see beauty, and in possession of a terrible secret about her teenage grandson. The film does not arrange these facts dramatically; it simply lets them accumulate. Yoon had been absent from the screen for sixteen years when Lee wrote this role specifically for her; it became her final performance, and after the film she was herself diagnosed with Alzheimer’s. Knowing this changes nothing about the craft, which is one of extraordinary control, and everything about its weight.

Her grandson Wook is one of five schoolboys who, over six months, repeatedly raped a classmate; the girl kept a journal and then drowned herself in the river. The film opens with an extended shot of her body floating downstream, before we know who she is. The fathers of the other boys organise a settlement: thirty million won to the dead girl’s mother, five million per family, the problem reduced to logistics. They discuss cost-splitting and press management; they never discuss the girl. Mija is the only person in the film who looks at the victim. She visits Agnes’s mother, she goes to the bridge where Agnes jumped, and she ultimately turns her own grandson in to the police.

Near the end, Mija and Wook play badminton together in the courtyard at dusk. A car pulls up behind them. Police have come to arrest Wook. As he is led past her to the car, Mija hits the shuttlecock again, and their eyes meet. Whether her dementia has erased the very moral choice she made, or whether she is simply saying goodbye, the film does not say. The poem that closes the film, ‘Agnes’s Song’, is Mija’s only completed work. It begins in her voice and shifts, midway through, into the dead girl’s: Lee has said that ‘the two have become one through a poem’. It arrives as both elegy and absolution, though the film is wise enough not to confirm which.

Aftersun
pinned loved Aftersun2022·dir. Charlotte Wells
11 Feb 2023 · 3 min read

Adult Sophie is thirty-one, the age her father Calum (Paul Mescal) was when they took their last holiday together at a Turkish resort in 1999. She was eleven then (Frankie Corio, in her screen debut); and he was young enough that other guests assumed they were siblings. She has the footage and almost nothing else: a few scenes of the two of them goofing around, his face half-cut by the frame, his voice audible but his attention already elsewhere. Aftersun is built from what that footage can and cannot show. Charlotte Wells constructs three visual layers and lets them bleed into each other: the MiniDV recordings Sophie actually has, the 35mm scenes she imagines from moments she did not witness, and a strobe-lit rave that belongs to neither past nor present, where adult Sophie tries to reach a man who is no longer there. It is a film about memory as reconstruction, and it is almost impossible to write about without simplifying what it refuses to explain.

The holiday itself is full of warmth, and that is what makes it devastating. Calum teaches Sophie to play pool, buys her ice cream, arranges a mud bath day trip, lets her stay up too late with older kids by the pool. But Wells keeps the camera on him when Sophie leaves the frame: practising tai chi on the balcony at dawn, reading self-help books, walking into the ocean alone at night until the water closes over him. He weeps on the hotel bed after his birthday; Sophie arranged for tourists to sing for him, and he watched stoically, then fell apart in private. His arm is in a cast that the film never explains. When Sophie signs them both up for karaoke night, Calum cannot bring himself to join her on stage; she sings R.E.M.’s ‘Losing My Religion’ alone, and the camera holds on their backs afterward, never aligned, as he offers singing lessons instead of an apology. Sophie sees all of this and none of it: she is eleven, and the grammar for what her father is going through does not exist in her vocabulary yet. The film ends with Queen and Bowie’s ‘Under Pressure’. At the resort, Calum dances to the last song of the night, and Sophie watches him from across the floor. Wells cuts between this and the rave, where adult Sophie fights through the strobe to reach him; Oliver Coates’s remix strips the song to isolated vocals, dissonant drones, and a low cello, until what was once a pop song becomes unrecognisable, stripped to the frequency of grief. She finds him, briefly. They hold each other. Then he slips from her arms and walks away, through a corridor, through a door, into the flashing dark. The camcorder footage plays on, showing a man who loved his daughter completely and could not stay, and a girl who will spend twenty years learning to read what she watched.

Подземље
pinned loved ПодземљеUnderground1995·dir. Emir Kusturica
28 Nov 2020 · 2 min read

The charge against Kusturica has always been ready to hand: that Underground launders catastrophe into spectacle, that its grotesque festivity makes the very history it mourns look like a party. The charge is Žižek’s, argued at length in 1997, and it is worth taking seriously even if one ultimately disagrees. What Kusturica achieves here is something older and stranger than political allegory: he fuses narrative film with film-poem, so that the logic governing individual shots is lyric rather than dramatic, governed by rhythm and repetition rather than cause and effect. Every image carries the weight of magical realism, rooted in Balkan soil and oral tradition, in the brass bands and drunken weddings and exploding tanks (the same energy returns, looser and funnier, in Black Cat, White Cat three years later) that are less metaphors for Yugoslav chaos than its native idiom. Dušan Kovačević’s three-part structure, spanning WWII through the cold war to the 1990s wars, enacts a cyclical theory of history in which violence and festivity are identical: the feast is the massacre, the dance is the dirge. The cellar where violence and festivity literally coexist functions as an ideological bubble, Titoism in aspic, time preserved in amber while history burns above. That the people trapped below come to believe WWII is still running is less a plot device than a diagnosis: collective delusion sustained by those in power, a nation fed its own mythology until the mythology is all that remains. And when the characters finally surface, they surface into ruin. The film earns its three-hour runtime because the epic length is itself the argument: history takes that long to devour a people. The Goran Bregović soundtrack never stops; the music is not commentary but atmosphere, an assault that refuses to let one step back into critical distance.

The final sequence, the floating island, the last dance above water, tender and final beyond recovery: the film finds release without resolution. There is no homeland left to return to, so the film invents one, makes it float, and then lets it drift. That image is mourning without consolation, and it has not left me since.

The Wire Season 4
pinned loved The Wire Season 42006·dir. David Simon
22 Feb 2026 · 2 min read

There is a scene in which Carver (Seth Gilliam) goes to plead with a clerk in the foster-care system on behalf of a child he knows is being mistreated. He has the goodwill, the information, the moral clarity. And he earns nothing but a blank stare: the face of the System itself, a stone wall that does not register bodies, does not register children, does not register the particular human being standing in front of it. It registers statistics and political exposure, and nothing else. This is what Season 4 is about: the aggregate indifference of institutions that have ceased to have any relationship to the lives they nominally administer.

Carcetti (Aidan Gillen) believes, when he takes office, that he can change this. David Simon gives him the benefit of the doubt: he is presented as a genuine reformer who discovers that the System does not care about his intentions any more than it cared about the children in the school, any more than it cared about Carver’s plea. It stares back at Carcetti too, the same blank face, and he accommodates himself to it, because the System rewards accommodation. The school deficit becomes a political calculation. The stats are juked. And on the streets, beneath this canopy of institutional indifference, the dying continues.

Bodie. Little Kevin. Sherrod. Each death lands as what it is: a consequence, an arithmetic result, as inevitable as anything in Greek tragedy. Simon has said that The Wire is a Greek tragedy in which the institutions are the gods, and Season 4 is where that claim is most fully earned. The gods do not hate the people of Baltimore. That would at least be a relationship. They simply do not see them.

The Rehearsal Season 2
pinned loved The Rehearsal Season 22025·dir. Nathan Fielder
3 Jun 2025 · 2 min read

The premise of The Rehearsal Season 2 is that Nathan Fielder is going to solve aviation safety. He has noticed a pattern in cockpit recordings of fatal crashes: co-pilots who see the captain making a mistake and say nothing, crews who cannot communicate under stress, hierarchies that kill. His solution is to build a full-scale replica of Houston Intercontinental Airport, staff it with actors, and use it to study how pilots behave. The budget is staggering; the commitment is total; and the logic is, as always with Fielder, just plausible enough to sustain the comedy while the real project unfolds beneath it.

The real project arrives in the fifth episode. Fielder discovers that Season 1 has been embraced by autistic viewers, many of whom recognised the rehearsal method as something they already practise: scripting social interactions, preparing for every possible outcome, masking. He repurposes the airport set as ‘Nathan’s Airport’, a simulated travel environment where neurodivergent children can rehearse navigating the sensory and social demands of flying in a space where nothing is at stake. The apparatus built for comedy becomes, without announcement or self-congratulation, an act of genuine care, and the season is wise enough to let this happen quietly rather than claiming it as a thesis. In the finale, Fielder reveals that he has spent two years actually learning to fly. He co-pilots a Boeing 737 with a hundred and fifty passengers on board, exploiting a regulatory loophole that allows it so long as nobody is paying for the flight. When he lands the plane, a crowd of actors from across the season cheers on the tarmac. The rehearsal, for once, has become the thing itself. Whether Fielder understands the difference is the question the show has always been asking, and Season 2 is the first time the answer might be yes.

Outer Wilds
pinned loved Outer Wilds2019·by Mobius Digital
26 Nov 2024 · 4 min read

In the last few hours of experiencing Outer Wilds, I cried many times. The Nomai arrived in this solar system chasing a signal older than the universe itself and built the Ash Twin Project to locate its source. But the Interloper, a rogue comet carrying ghost matter, extinguished them before the project could activate: an entire civilisation’s curiosity cut short by physics. Centuries later, the project fired on its own, launching 9,318,054 probes across as many loops until one finally located the Eye of the Universe. The Nomai’s question was answered two hundred and eighty thousand years after their extinction, in a universe that no longer contained anyone who had asked it.

Mobius Digital built a solar system that functions as a philosophical instrument: small enough to be fully knowable, large enough to produce awe, and governed by physics precise enough that every discovery feels earned rather than scripted. Each planet is a self-contained thought experiment: Brittle Hollow collapses into its own black hole as one explores it; the Hourglass Twins exchange their sand on a timer that reshapes both surfaces; Dark Bramble folds impossible space inside a seed, its anglerfish enforcing stillness as a survival mechanic. The time loop is the game’s argument: a structural claim that knowledge, once acquired, cannot be unlearned, and that the accumulation of understanding across repeated failures is itself a form of progress. One could, in theory, finish the game on the very first loop; the barrier between the opening campfire and the final one is ignorance alone, and the game does nothing to lower it except let one look. The player’s body resets every twenty-two minutes. The player’s mind does not.

What makes the ending possible is that one spends those hours reading the Nomai’s words. They wrote on walls in branching threads: arguments about orbital mechanics, jokes about Pye’s cooking, excitement when a probe returned new data, grief when Escall’s vessel was lost. They were scientists who collaborated with the enthusiasm of children and the rigour of people who understood that the universe would not wait for them. Across dozens of loops one assembles their voices from scattered ruins, and by the time the Ash Twin Project’s purpose becomes clear, the Nomai are no longer a dead civilisation. They are people whose question one has inherited. The game does not sentimentalise this; it simply lets the accumulation do its work, until carrying their knowledge to the Eye feels less like completing an objective and more like keeping a promise that no one asked one to make.

The ending breaks me. One carries the knowledge of an entire dead civilisation to the Eye of the Universe, and the final act is a campfire: the player’s companions gather, each contributing an instrument, and the music they play together becomes the seed of whatever comes next. The universe ends. It was always going to end. The game’s last argument is that the point was never to prevent the supernova but to have been the kind of people who sat together and played music while it happened. Unbelievable: just writing this, I am about to cry again.

Alan Wake 2
pinned loved Alan Wake 22023·by Remedy Entertainment
14 Nov 2023 · 5 min read

Midway through Alan Wake 2, the survival horror stops and a rock opera begins. The Old Gods of Asgard take a stage that has materialised inside the Dark Place: LED screens, reflective black flooring, gaffer tape on the ground like blocking marks. They sing Alan’s entire life history in ballad-metal while he fights through the set, combat and song fused, pyrotechnics and enemy waves synchronised to the music’s dynamics. It plays completely straight, and it works, because the game has already established the rule: the Dark Place is a space where writing constitutes reality rather than describing it, where Alan’s manuscripts cause events, where Saga Anderson (Melanie Liburd), the FBI agent working the parallel investigation, discovers that her own case has been authored into existence. The philosophical lineage runs through Borges and Danielewski’s House of Leaves (1999) into credulous metafiction: the characters know they are inside a story and treat that knowledge as literal, inhabitable truth. Music, then, is only another form of authorship. A musical number inside a horror game is only another chapter; after Control’s Ashtray Maze (2019), which fused combat and music into a single corridor of escalating delirium, the rock opera feels less like a formal rupture than the logical next step.

If authorship is this total and dominating, the question becomes why Alan cannot write himself out. He has been trapped for thirteen years, drafting a novel called Return, trying to author an escape, failing, forgetting, starting again. The Dark Place is defined by two wrongnesses: horror’s conventions are present where they should not be, governing reality as though the genre were physics, whilst the exit that should exist does not. Mark Fisher, in The Weird and the Eerie (2016), called this condition the eerie: a space structured by what is there but should not be, or what is absent but should manifest. Mr. Scratch, his dark double, enforces the condition: the Dark Presence wearing Alan’s face, insisting that the story can only end in sacrifice, that the genre is the horizon. The thirteen-year gap between the first Alan Wake (2010) and this sequel mirrors the imprisonment exactly; Remedy, too, spent over a decade circling back to a story that they could not finish. Against the loop, the game proposes the spiral: repetition with directionality, each pass through the Dark Place carrying the incremental possibility of revision. The dual-protagonist structure, in addition, makes the spiral formal. Saga’s Mind Place, her FBI evidence board, represents empirical rationalism: the world is discovered through procedure. Alan’s Writer’s Room represents idealism: the world is structured through narrative. The loop breaks only through collaboration, the writer accepting that he needs the reader.

But the Dark Place’s most devastating cost is that its destruction radiates outward. Alan’s novel rewrites Saga’s past in increments: first her daughter Logan slipped in the shower; then a newspaper reports that Logan drowned in July; then Logan stops answering the phone. Each revision overwrites the previous reality until Saga’s child is dead, consumed as collateral plot material by a story that she never asked to enter. Like the Navidson family in House of Leaves, Saga’s family is destroyed not by what they encountered but by proximity to something that should have remained a text. The manuscripts that the player collects predict events that then occur; the player, too, is implicated in the authorship, another pair of hands on the typewriter. The horror is that fiction becoming real has a cost, and the cost is never paid by the author.

‘It’s not a loop. It’s a spiral.’ The live-action sequences with Sam Lake as Alex Casey, the Night Springs show nested inside the fiction, the manuscript pages that modify their predictions with each cycle: Remedy built a game in which every layer of fiction is also a layer of reality, and the player’s own act of replaying becomes a narrative event, another turn of the spiral, another draft revising the previous one. The base game’s ending turns on whether one believes this: Saga fires the Bullet of Light, the credits roll, the phone rings into silence. But the Final Draft mode, unlocked on replay, extends the story, adds new manuscript pages, and the phone is finally answered. Logan is alive. Alan revives. The spiral holds.

Elden Ring
pinned loved Elden Ring2022·by FromSoftware
10 Apr 2022 · 5 min read

The Erdtree is visible from the first moment one steps into the Lands Between, golden and impossibly vast, and it never stops being visible. It orients everything: geography, theology, the player’s trajectory through a world whose scale produces genuine disorientation. Elden Ring is FromSoftware’s most ambitious work, and for its first forty hours, possibly their finest. Limgrave opens into Liurnia’s drowned melancholy; Liurnia gives way to the rot-poisoned nightmare of Caelid; beneath all of it, Siofra River’s starlit cavern reveals a world under the world, an entire civilisation buried like a footnote. The legacy dungeons, Stormveil, Raya Lucaria, Leyndell, operate at the density of the best levels in Dark Souls (2011) while the open world between them refuses to soften its hostility into scenery. The dead dragon Gransax draped across Leyndell’s walls, the enormous bolt lodged in the city’s foundations like a geological fact, is the single most sublime image in any game I have played: an entire civilisation built around the corpse of the thing that nearly destroyed it. Where Dark Souls gates progress behind mandatory bosses, each one a wall that the player must overcome or abandon the game entirely, Elden Ring dissolves the wall. One can leave any fight, ride Torrent across a continent, return hours later with better weapons and ten more levels, and the boss that seemed impossible becomes merely hard. The open world’s deepest formal consequence is not the scenery but the dissolution of mandatory suffering: the shift from endurance to curiosity, from a curated sequence of trials to a space in which the player chooses what to confront and when. And what one confronts, mostly, is architecture and absence. One reads the world the way one reads ruins, through item descriptions and the posture of the dead, across plateaus vast enough to dissolve the illusion of shared pilgrimage that Dark Souls sustained through its bonfires. The loneliness is structural. On my third playthrough, in the ashes of the Roundtable Hold, I found Hewg still sitting at his anvil, memory gone, hammering at a commission he could no longer name for a Tarnished he could no longer remember. I could not go back after that.

George R.R. Martin wrote the mythology that preceded the game: noble lineages, divine succession, a golden age sustained by the Erdtree’s grace. Miyazaki took those lineages and broke every one of them. Godrick grafts stolen limbs onto his body because he is too weak to earn the power that he inherited; Rennala cradles a rune that her husband left as a parting gift, endlessly attempting rebirth in a flooded library; Radahn, the greatest warrior among the demigods, wanders the rotting wastes of Caelid as a feral creature, still clutching his swords. The shattering was not an accident: Marika, the god who built the Golden Order, shattered the Elden Ring herself, and the Erdtree, the symbol of her order, physically bars the player’s entry in the late game, forcing one to burn it to proceed. The game’s theological argument is that every order, no matter how golden, becomes the thing that its subjects must destroy to be free. The six endings bear this out, each one a different philosophical response to a broken world: restore the Golden Order unchanged, perfect it by removing the gods’ caprice, curse every living being into equality through suffering, or, in Ranni’s Age of Stars, remove the ruling god entirely and leave the Lands Between ungoverned for the first time. The community that formed at launch to map the Marika-Radagon duality and debate Ranni’s intentions from scattered item descriptions only confirmed what the game’s structure already argues: this world is too large and too deliberately obscure for any single player to hold whole. From the Mountaintops onward, the density thins, formulaic catacombs recur, and the Elden Beast fleeing across its arena is a final boss that one outlasts rather than defeats. But the standard that the endgame fails to meet is one that the first forty hours set, and by the time one burns the Erdtree to pass through, the act feels less like a design failure than a theological one: the golden thing that oriented everything from the first moment must be destroyed, because the game said so from the start, and I simply was not ready to hear it.

عنکبوت مقدس
liked عنکبوت مقدسHoly Spider2022·dir. Ali Abbasi
28 Apr 2026 · 4 min read

Abbasi has said he wanted to make not a serial killer film but a film about a serial killer society, and Holy Spider is at its most convincing when it follows that approach. Saeed Hanaei (Mehdi Bajestani) murders sixteen sex workers in Mashhad, and what Abbasi captures with genuine force is the institutional architecture around the killings: police who will not file missing-persons reports, a courtroom that tilts toward the defence, a public that gathers outside in solidarity with the killer. The city does not merely fail to stop the murders; it cannot bring itself to call them wrong. This is, I think, the ‘serial killer society’ that Abbasi is trying to capture.

Rahimi (Zar Amir Ebrahimi, who deservedly won Best Actress at Cannes), the journalist that Abbasi invented to carry the investigation, holds the film’s procedural half together. She arrives in Mashhad and cannot even get a hotel room as a single woman; the police chief shows up at her door on the pretence of discussing the case and, when she rejects his advances, threatens her with the fact that nobody would believe her over him; her male reporter counterpart Sharifi (Arash Ashtiani), who is ostensibly her ally, repeats rumours about her past and self-censors his own reporting to avoid offending religious authorities. Every man in the institutional chain wears the same carnelian ring that Saeed wears; Abbasi does not underline this, but it is hard to miss. Ebrahimi plays Rahimi with a taut, furious restraint that holds the procedural together even when the plotting crumbles around her (she poses as bait on her first night out, with Sharifi as her tail; he promptly loses sight of her and Hanaei in the backstreets). Her determination, in this context, reads less as procedural convention than as sustained defiance against a city whose institutions would rather she disappeared too.

It is a shame, then, that the film does not extend the same attention to the sixteen women that Rahimi is fighting for. The camera gives Saeed interiority and gives his victims, at most, the few minutes before they die; even in a film about a society that refuses to see these women, the film itself struggles to see them. On the other hand, though, this may be an understandable trade-off: Abbasi’s subject is the machinery, not the individuals it destroys, and a film that tried to hold sixteen lives in focus would be a fundamentally different one. But the absence of depth is certainly regrettably palpable.

When Saeed is finally caught, the relief is oddly thin, as though it belongs to a different kind of film; Abbasi’s detachment is so thorough that the catharsis reads less as justice delivered than as the director’s wish imposed on a society that would not have produced it on its own terms. Rahimi, on a bus back to Tehran, watches a video of Saeed’s son demonstrating the murders on his little sister, rehearsing the strangling with something that looks like joy. The spider’s web holds.

세계의 주인
loved 세계의 주인The World of Love2025·dir. Yoon Ga-eun
26 Apr 2026 · 4 min read

The World of Love’; the Korean title is ‘세계의 주인’, closer to ‘master of the world’, something that the Chinese translation ‘世界的主人’ captures quite well. The protagonist is Lee Joo-in (Seo Su-bin), 이주인, with ‘주인’ having the double entendre of ‘owner’, ‘master’. Her name is the title’s claim; and it took me most of Yoon Ga-eun’s third feature to work out what Yoon meant by it. For the first thirty minutes, the film plays like a teen comedy: Jooin is bright, physical, fearless, play-fighting with friends and practising taekwondo. Then a school petition circulates against a sex offender released into the neighbourhood, and it contains a sentence: ‘sexual assault completely destroys a person’s life’. Jooin will not sign the petition. In the argument that follows she says something that shocks the room, and the audience realises, with the characters, that she is speaking from her experience of being a survivor. A cousin, also a survivor, was once derided in court for not being sad enough; Jooin has seen what that scrutiny looks like, and she has answered it by refusing to perform pain at all (This did not destroy me. See? I am bright and playful, and I govern my own world).

The world does not accept this, though. Anonymous notes arrive; classmates who signed without hesitation treat her silence as evidence of something unsayable. Nobody asks what she thinks; they ask why she will not perform what they expect her to feel. Yoon constructs this machinery with patient, almost documentary precision: the notes, the whispered re-readings of Jooin’s brightness as concealment, the slow withdrawal of people who were her ‘friends’ a week earlier. At home, the strain falls differently. Her father, absent for three years, reads her texts and rarely replies. Her younger brother Hae-in has his own performance: magic tricks for the family, worries placed into a box and made to disappear. He stages a talent show to do this in front of his mother and sister; neither comes, and the trick fails. Jooin performs wholeness and the world calls it a lie. Hae-in performs healing and the family cannot even show up to watch. Everyone around Jooin has decided what shape her suffering should take; when it refuses that shape, they find it easier to doubt the suffering than to revise the expectation. There is a slight sense, at times, that the film knows this too neatly, that every thread points the same direction with a precision that leaves little room for mess. Then again, that precision is also why it lands as hard as it does; a messier film might feel more truthful scene by scene and lose the force of the whole.

The car wash scene is the film’s centre of gravity. Jooin and her mother sit in the car while the machinery roars around them, and Yoon places the camera on the backseat, turning the audience into a passenger. Jooin screams, cries, completely breaking down: why didn’t you watch over me, you’re my mother, you should have been looking. Most of it is swallowed by the noise. Her mother says nothing. She hands her a tissue, then water.

Un poeta
loved Un poetaA Poet2025·dir. Simón Mesa Soto
24 Apr 2026 · 2 min read

I did not realise that Ubeimar Rios, the actor playing Oscar Restrepo, is debuting in Un Poeta. A literature professor in Medellín gives us a performance with the quality of someone inhabiting a possible version of his own life rather than acting; I would not have known had I not read it afterward. His Oscar loves poetry: he idolises the suicidal José Asunción Silva, despises García Márquez, argues about Colombian verse on street corners, and makes regular spectacles of himself at poetry readings, ranting about artistic futility to rooms that have long stopped caring. His passion for literature is visible in every tirade, almost physically present. He is also a drunk, a terrible father, and the sort of man whom everyone around him has learned to tolerate rather than respect; and what Mesa Soto does, patiently and without ever asking the audience to choose, is hold these two facts in the same frame for two hours.

Oscar takes a substitute teaching job and discovers Yurlady (Rebeca Andrade, also a first-timer), a fourteen-year-old from a poor barrio whose writing surprises him. He brings her into Medellín’s literary establishment, and what follows is a chain in which each use of her enables the next: the poetry school packages her as a progressive mascot to attract donors; the European backers write cheques for a story about a girl rescued from poverty through verse; Yurlady’s family sees money and extends a hand; Oscar wants a second chance at relevance. Everyone involved is convinced that what they are doing is helping. The progressive language and the exploitation wear the same face; the self-justification at each level is so total that it barely registers as deception. Oscar is, I think, the least malicious person in this chain, and for that exact reason the most usable: his love of poetry is genuine, and under this System, genuine care for art is itself a resource that the machinery can extract from. The person who cares the most becomes the one that everyone else can most efficiently convert into a tool.

Shot on 16mm with a cast drawn entirely from non-professionals, Un Poeta has the texture of something observed rather than staged; the satire cuts deeper for it, each scene playing as naturalistic comedy until it becomes clear that nobody in the room intends to intervene. I opened this review with the fact that Rios is a literature professor, and two hours later that fact has changed shape. He did not need to learn how to play a man who loves poetry and cannot survive on it. He already knew.

The Drama
loved The Drama2026·dir. Kristoffer Borgli
18 Apr 2026 · 4 min read

Borgli has made two films now about thought crimes: Dream Scenario (2023; wonderful acting by Nick Cage, by the way) about a man persecuted for appearing in other people’s nightmares, and now The Drama, about a woman persecuted for a thought upon which she never acted. What interests Borgli, it seems, is not the thought crimes themselves, but the social machinery that processes them.

One central scene exemplifies what I am trying to get at. At a wedding tasting, one week before the ceremony, Rachel (Alana Haim) proposes a confessions game: everyone shares the worst thing they have ever done. Mike (Mamoudou Athie), her husband, admits he once used his ex-girlfriend as a human shield against an attacking dog. Rachel follows, recounting with disarming levity how as a child she lured a mentally disabled boy into a trailer, locked him in a closet, and left him there overnight while a search party combed the neighbourhood (she did not even tell others where the boy was when asked; ‘out of fear’, she said). Charlie (Robert Pattinson), Emma’s fiancé, offers something vague about cyberbullying, so underspecified it may not have happened at all. Then Emma (Zendaya), anxious and more than a little drunk, confesses that as a lonely, bullied fifteen-year-old she had planned a school shooting she never carried out. Borgli, with a brutal coldness, films the room that receives this. Nobody asks why; probably nobody thinks to care about why. Rachel turns on her with a fury she frames as personal (a cousin of hers was paralysed in a shooting), but the speed of the turn betrays something else: having just narrated her own actually-committed crime with a shrug, she converts the guilt she cannot face inwards into outrage she can direct outwards. The person who proposed the game and set the conditions for the exposure becomes the first to weaponise it, because prosecuting Emma’s thought crime is so much easier than sitting with what her own confession revealed about herself.

This is what I meant by ‘the social machinery that processes thought crimes’, and it extends well beyond Rachel. Charlie spirals into fantasy sequences where Borgli replaces Zendaya with the teenage Emma (Jordyn Curet) holding a gun; he nearly sleeps with a coworker days before the wedding. Everyone in the room has carried something, and everyone responds to Emma’s disclosure by fortifying their own moral position rather than examining hers. The confessions game becomes a precise metaphor for how contemporary American culture processes gun violence at large: the rush to assign culpability, the performance of outrage as proof of one’s own goodness, the refusal to ask the question that might actually matter (‘Why? What drove young Emma to have such terrible thoughts?’). Nobody at the dinner table wants to know what engendered the thought crimes, because the answer would implicate structures they benefit from and a failure of care they participate in: why poke at the System when one can comfortably sit in their own moral-highground bubble, protected by that same System? A pro-gun father in Louisiana, the grinding isolation of school bullying, a world that offered a fifteen-year-old no legible exit: these are conditions that could be met with therapy, with genuine conversation, with the kind of sustained attention that costs something. Instead they are met with a confessions game at a wine tasting, where the worst thing you have ever done is either a punchline or a prosecution, and only the person who did not act is made to answer for it.