some books, films, games, and television that refuse to leave quietly

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Solenoid
pinned loved Solenoid2015·by Mircea Cărtărescu, trans. Sean Cotter (EN)
29 Nov 2025 · 3 min read

I have a full review of Solenoid here: Nothing Is Strange to a Child: On Solenoid.

Cărtărescu’s Bucharest is a vast living organism. The veins extending from the city centre vibrate with the solenoid’s hum, breaking through the gaps in a neighbour’s blind wall and the skin between librarian Palamar’s thumb and forefinger. His prose is so precise, so sensorily saturated, that after six hundred pages scenes still rise up unbidden: Irina floating above the bed; hundreds of Picketists screaming for help before the city-centre mortuary; the boat-shaped house; the labyrinthine school corridors; the narrator’s nightmares weighing on me too. The narrator is a failed poet turned schoolteacher in 1980s Bucharest, and his failed literary debut shadows Cărtărescu’s real triumph: where the real Cărtărescu read his epic poem to acclaim in 1977, the narrator reads his version to ridicule and abandons literature forever. In a tradition running from Kafka through Borges to Schulz, the city is both literal and impossible, its architecture obeying dream-logic while remaining stubbornly, concretely Romanian.

The novel is built from the branch that did not happen, and the failure is not romanticised; it is what makes the narrator porous, open to resentment and revelation and tenderness and forms of attention that a successful life might have sealed off. The porosity is structural: because the narrator has no literary authority to protect, the boundaries between city and body, fact and hallucination, biography and counterfactual dissolve one by one, until Bucharest’s topography becomes indistinguishable from the topography of thought itself. The Voynich manuscript that threads through the novel is the perfect Cărtărescu object: real yet untranslatable, saturated with meaning that can never be confirmed. The Picketists’ revolt against death is political allegory whose enemy is mortality itself, futile and magnificent in equal measure. The usual charge against Cărtărescu is maximalism, excess, a prose so rich that it risks toppling into self-indulgence. Fair enough: this is not a novel that respects economy. But the maximalism is structural, not decorative. Every hallucinated image, every recursive nightmare, every obsessively catalogued Bucharest street feeds the same metaphysical engine. The book earns its six hundred pages because each one coils tighter around the question of whether reality has an outside.

The solenoid under the house is a literal electromagnetic coil that makes the narrator levitate in his sleep, and Cărtărescu never explains it away. He renders consciousness as a space one inhabits rather than a faculty one possesses, and the novel’s six hundred pages accumulate the way a solenoid’s coil does: each recurrence of dream, disgust, tenderness, and mania adds to the field until the whole structure lifts. That the Nobel committee has not yet recognised him feels scandalous. I finished Solenoid closer than I expected to come, in adult life, to childhood: willing again to take the strange seriously, knowing it mattered, knowing it was already dissolving.

시
pinned loved Poetry2010·dir. Lee Chang-dong
14 Jul 2020 · 2 min read

Lee Chang-dong is perhaps the most morally rigorous filmmaker working in world cinema, and Poetry is his most unsparing proof. Mija, played by Yoon Jung-hee, is sixty-six years old, newly diagnosed with early Alzheimer’s, enrolled in a community poetry class because she wants to learn how to see beauty, and in possession of a terrible secret about her teenage grandson. The film does not arrange these facts dramatically; it simply lets them accumulate. Yoon had been absent from the screen for sixteen years when Lee wrote this role specifically for her; it became her final performance, and after the film she was herself diagnosed with Alzheimer’s. Knowing this changes nothing about the craft, which is one of extraordinary control, and everything about its weight.

Her grandson Wook is one of five schoolboys who, over six months, repeatedly raped a classmate; the girl kept a journal and then drowned herself in the river. The film opens with an extended shot of her body floating downstream, before we know who she is. The fathers of the other boys organise a settlement: thirty million won to the dead girl’s mother, five million per family, the problem reduced to logistics. They discuss cost-splitting and press management; they never discuss the girl. Mija is the only person in the film who looks at the victim. She visits Agnes’s mother, she goes to the bridge where Agnes jumped, and she ultimately turns her own grandson in to the police.

Near the end, Mija and Wook play badminton together in the courtyard at dusk. A car pulls up behind them. Police have come to arrest Wook. As he is led past her to the car, Mija hits the shuttlecock again, and their eyes meet. Whether her dementia has erased the very moral choice she made, or whether she is simply saying goodbye, the film does not say. The poem that closes the film, ‘Agnes’s Song’, is Mija’s only completed work. It begins in her voice and shifts, midway through, into the dead girl’s: Lee has said that ‘the two have become one through a poem’. It arrives as both elegy and absolution, though the film is wise enough not to confirm which.

The Wire Season 5
pinned loved The Wire Season 52008·dir. David Simon
10 May 2026 · 8 min read

David Simon spent thirteen years as a reporter at the Baltimore Sun. He left in 1995, and then spent another thirteen years telling Baltimore’s story without them. By the time The Wire turns its camera on the newsroom, the institution that was supposed to watch all the others has lost sight of itself. The fictional Sun journalist Scott Templeton fabricates a quote from a homeless man, then a phone call from a serial killer who does not exist, then a veteran’s combat story. His editors do not investigate. They need the narrative, need the Pulitzer, need the evidence that their institution still matters. The System rewards what preserves it; it discards what questions it. Žižek, in The Year of Dreaming Dangerously (2012), mapped the show’s cumulative architecture: each season peels back one institutional layer, from the drug war to the working class to policing to education, and Season 5 arrives at the media. Simon said that The Wire is a Greek tragedy in which the postmodern institutions are the Olympian gods. In the final chapter, the show enters its last temple and finds it as empty as the rest. The same mechanism that destroyed Colvin in Season 3, that drowned Sobotka in Season 2, operates in the Sun’s newsroom with the same indifference. Every institution has been hollowed out; the one designed to expose the hollowing was hollowed first.

The police department is the temple Simon knows best, and in Season 5 it produces his most devastating irony. McNulty spent four seasons as the show’s investigative conscience: the detective who forced cases into existence over the chain of command, who saw the drug war as a systemic failure and could not stop naming it. Carcetti’s gubernatorial campaign has now starved the police budget; the reformer who entered office in Season 4 has completed his accommodation to the System, and the Stanfield investigation is shut down for lack of funds. McNulty’s response is to become what he spent five seasons hating. He fabricates a serial killer targeting homeless men, staging crime scenes to generate press attention and the departmental funding that follows it. Lester Freamon joins him: together they use the fabricated case’s budget to fund an illegal wiretap on Marlo Stanfield’s untraceable communication system. The wiretap works. The evidence is real. And every piece of it is built on a lie. The show’s cruelest argument is that the two best detectives in Baltimore can only pursue justice by first committing a fraud; the System forces their corruption as the price of functioning within it. The structural parallel with Templeton completes the irony: the cop fabricates a crime that the reporter fabricates coverage of, and the institution that should expose the one cannot, because it cannot see itself. Kima Greggs is the one who breaks the silence, because she cannot live inside the lie, and this act of integrity triggers precisely what it must: Carcetti orders a cover-up. The System does not punish corruption. It punishes visibility.

McNulty’s fabrication does produce enough evidence to bring down Stanfield’s organisation, but the irony completes itself: because the wiretap rests on a lie, Marlo walks free. The institutions have concluded their business. The street has not. Omar Little returns from exile to avenge Butchie’s murder, walking with a limp from a shattered leg that never healed: the game’s debt written on his body. He robs and terrorises Marlo’s people, and the myth precedes him as it always has. In the eighth episode, he walks into a Korean corner store to buy a pack of cigarettes. Kenard, a child of perhaps twelve, follows him inside and shoots him in the side of the head. There is no music. There is no slow motion. There is no reckoning. In Season 3, neighbourhood children play-acted a shootout, arguing over who got to ‘be Omar’; the child who insisted it was his turn was Kenard. The boy who mythologised Omar is the one who demythologises him. The Sun does not report the death, because there is no room in the paper. The show’s most legendary figure exits as what he always was beneath the myth: a body, processed by a system that does not distinguish between legends and statistics.

The final episode is titled ‘-30-‘, the journalism term for end of transmission, and what it transmits is a city that has metabolised sixty-six hours of human effort and returned to its resting state. Michael Lee robs a stash house with a shotgun, beat for beat recreating Omar’s first appearance in Season 1. Sydnor visits Judge Phelan to force a case over the chain of command, exactly as McNulty did in the pilot. Marlo, introduced to property developers at an evening reception, cannot inhabit the room; he slips out to the corner, provokes a fight with boys who do not know his name, and stands there bleeding, alive in the only place that will have him. And Dukie, the gentle boy whom Prez tried to save in Season 4, shoots heroin with the junk man. His last scene is a visit to Prez: he asks for money, claiming it is for a GED programme, and Prez hands it over, knowing what it is for, and watches in the rearview mirror as Dukie walks back toward the encampment. One sees clearly, at a distance, and cannot reach. The roles are structural. The game simply recasts.

Against all of this, Bubbles climbs a flight of stairs. He has spent the season in his sister’s basement, sober but exiled: she will not let him upstairs, does not trust him near her daughter. He cannot speak honestly at NA meetings about Sherrod, the teenager he accidentally killed in Season 4. In the finale, Bubbles stands before the group and confesses what he did. His sister, reading the Sun’s profile of him, the paper’s one act of genuine journalism in a season of fabrications, unlocks the basement door and calls him up. The last image of Bubbles is him sitting at the dinner table with his sister and her child. In a show that has spent sixty-six hours demonstrating that no individual can reform the System, Bubbles reforms himself. He tells the truth about what he did, and someone who loves him opens a door. The institutions that failed him for decades play no part in his recovery; Dukie descends as Bubbles ascends, and the System notices neither. Perhaps this is what The Wire has been saying beneath the Greek tragedy and the institutional architecture: that the System will not save anyone, that it was never designed to, and that the only redemption it cannot destroy is the one too small for it to see.

Simon called The Wire a Greek tragedy. I guess it really is, David. And the gods always win.

Outer Wilds
pinned loved Outer Wilds2019·by Mobius Digital
26 Nov 2024 · 4 min read

In the last few hours of experiencing Outer Wilds, I cried many times. The Nomai arrived in this solar system chasing a signal older than the universe itself and built the Ash Twin Project to locate its source. But the Interloper, a rogue comet carrying ghost matter, extinguished them before the project could activate: an entire civilisation’s curiosity cut short by physics. Centuries later, the project fired on its own, launching 9,318,054 probes across as many loops until one finally located the Eye of the Universe. The Nomai’s question was answered two hundred and eighty thousand years after their extinction, in a universe that no longer contained anyone who had asked it.

Mobius Digital built a solar system that functions as a philosophical instrument: small enough to be fully knowable, large enough to produce awe, and governed by physics precise enough that every discovery feels earned rather than scripted. Each planet is a self-contained thought experiment: Brittle Hollow collapses into its own black hole as one explores it; the Hourglass Twins exchange their sand on a timer that reshapes both surfaces; Dark Bramble folds impossible space inside a seed, its anglerfish enforcing stillness as a survival mechanic. The time loop is the game’s argument: a structural claim that knowledge, once acquired, cannot be unlearned, and that the accumulation of understanding across repeated failures is itself a form of progress. One could, in theory, finish the game on the very first loop; the barrier between the opening campfire and the final one is ignorance alone, and the game does nothing to lower it except let one look. The player’s body resets every twenty-two minutes. The player’s mind does not.

What makes the ending possible is that one spends those hours reading the Nomai’s words. They wrote on walls in branching threads: arguments about orbital mechanics, jokes about Pye’s cooking, excitement when a probe returned new data, grief when Escall’s vessel was lost. They were scientists who collaborated with the enthusiasm of children and the rigour of people who understood that the universe would not wait for them. Across dozens of loops one assembles their voices from scattered ruins, and by the time the Ash Twin Project’s purpose becomes clear, the Nomai are no longer a dead civilisation. They are people whose question one has inherited. The game does not sentimentalise this; it simply lets the accumulation do its work, until carrying their knowledge to the Eye feels less like completing an objective and more like keeping a promise that no one asked one to make.

The ending breaks me. One carries the knowledge of an entire dead civilisation to the Eye of the Universe, and the final act is a campfire: the player’s companions gather, each contributing an instrument, and the music they play together becomes the seed of whatever comes next. The universe ends. It was always going to end. The game’s last argument is that the point was never to prevent the supernova but to have been the kind of people who sat together and played music while it happened. Unbelievable: just writing this, I am about to cry again.

Lake Mungo
loved Lake Mungo2008·dir. Joel Anderson
26 Jun 2026 · 2 min read

On the dry lakebed at Lake Mungo, Alice Palmer (a name that definitely was a nod to Twin Peaks) accidentally saw her own drowned body through her phone’s camera lens: a standing figure with one eye shut, face pale, immediately recognisable as herself. She buried the phone at the site after the encounter and said nothing after returning home from the Lake Mungo school trip. Joel Anderson (whose only film was Lake Mungo) assembled this mockumentary from what the family finds afterwards: home videos, photographs, the parapsychologist’s transcripts, everything held in perfect posteriority, with guilt and pain unbeknownst to them yet on the day Alice died.

Mathew Palmer’s ghost photographs turn out to be fabrications; the parapsychologist’s sessions yield nothing conclusive; by the time the family has worked through both, they have concluded there is no ‘haunting’. Alice had been in the home videos all along, at the edges of frames from evenings that had seemed ordinary, present in footage they had already watched without scrutinising, and the retroactive discovery shows that those exact evenings she was indeed standing at the frame’s edge while they were filming something else.

It’s hard to look at the emotional core of Lake Mungo and not think of some recent found-footage films that made a lot more (Lake Mungo was a box-office disaster at under $30,000 with a 1.4-million-dollar budget) money: Strange Harvest and the Backrooms are found-footage films in which the grainy texture, the degraded image, and the form that the film takes are ends in themselves. In Lake Mungo the footage fills the gap between the emotional touches, and the form serves the function, where it’s clear that Anderson knew that he just had to make a found-footage mockumentary and there was no other way to tell this story.

In Ray Kemeny’s office, when asked ‘Are you scared of dying?’ Alice said: ‘Of course, isn’t everyone scared of dying?’ She turns her fear into a rhetorical universal, unanswerable by definition; Alice probably does not want it answered, either. Was she scared in her last few weeks? What was she thinking over the long days until death? She had filmed her own corpse on a dry lakebed, buried the evidence, and when a psychic gave her an opening, she closed it with ‘of course’. The film gives the family no more than this; neither do we come away with more, having watched the same footage they watched.

The Sense of an Ending
liked The Sense of an Ending2011·by Julian Barnes
15 Jun 2026 · 2 min read

It’s hard to read The Sense of an Ending without thinking about the science of memory reconsolidation: every retrieval destabilises the stored trace and re-encodes it, so what returns to storage is not the original but a version shaped by the self doing the recall. Tony Webster has been re-recording his 1960s schooldays, his Bristol relationship with Veronica Ford, Adrian Finn’s suicide, for forty years. The Tony who narrates Part One believes he was broadly reasonable, broadly hurt, never unjustified, never cruel; he remembers his letter to Adrian, written when Adrian began dating Veronica, as ‘brief, anodyne’. And when we the readers see Veronica return the actual letter in Part Two, it is sexually vicious, calls her a cockteaser, wishes pregnancy on her, instructs Adrian to ‘consult the mother’. Each recall has rewritten the trace cycle by cycle into something compatible with the peaceable man Tony needs himself to be. Barnes dramatises the process without naming the science. Every review of this book, including this one, ends up supplying the citation he withheld.

Barnes later wrote in the Guardian that the title was not, contrary to popular belief, borrowed deliberately from Sir Frank Kermode’s 1967 The Sense of an Ending: Studies in the Theory of Fiction: he ‘had not heard of Kermode’s book, let alone read it’. If that’s the case, then it is one of the most beautiful coincidences that Kermode’s book does offer a valuable insight into Barnes’ novel: Kermode argued that we make time bearable by converting chronos into kairos; that is, converting formless duration of time into key narrative moments (and it is by another wondrous coincidence that I myself happened to be working on a project named Kairos when I read Barnes’ book). Barnes’ narrator carved, from that formless duration, stories and justifications that may have never existed: Adrian is the brilliant friend who chose philosophy over life, Veronica the difficult ex that probably never loved him, himself the moderate observer. Barnes implicates the reader along the same line. We have been reading Tony’s re-encoded version as if it were the original recording, sharing (I certainly did as I read Part One) his irritation at Veronica’s withholding; the withholding turns out to be the only adequate response to a man whose English reasonableness has been doing the editing for him. Tony, even in the final pages of the novel, remains inside the loop, still re-encoding, and Barnes never grants him the moment of clear recognition the genre would normally supply. The novel, despite being clearly not of the mystery genre, never resolves.

Backrooms
meh... Backrooms2026·dir. Kane Parsons
14 Jun 2026 · 5 min read

Kane Parsons was seventeen when he uploaded the first short ‘Backrooms’ videos onto YouTube, and the videos had what Mark Fisher would call the weird and the eerie in concentrated form: lamps humming over carpet that extends to the horizon, spatial geometry without any sense of consistency, rooms whose purpose is legible (office, corridor, stairwell) but whose reason is not. The horror in those videos lay entirely in the gap between function and presence; one could recognise what a room was for without being able to say why it was there. We all hold generalised schemata-based memories that serve as heuristics for defining the world: we recognise instantiations of such schemata, and Parsons’ early YouTube videos broke these schemata with such a force that the resulting confusion amounts to cosmic horror almost spontaneously.

Backrooms sustains this ‘cosmicness’ for its first act: Clark (Chiwetel Ejiofor) steps through the furniture store basement wall into consecutive rooms, each styled differently, each familiar in isolation and collectively impossible, each haunted by that-which-shall-not-be-named in a Lovecraftian sense. For the opening forty minutes, horror pervades with the same spontaneity as Parsons’ early YouTube videos, and nothing concrete needs to happen inside those impossible spaces (bar the occasional scare provided by the silhouetted creature, seemingly hostile but never directly presented as such). The turn comes when Clark starts bringing other people in: the rope sequence, where his employee Kat and her boyfriend Bobby are tethered and sent into the labyrinth, is the film’s best scare precisely because we still cannot see what takes Bobby, only hear the line go taut and snap. Unfortunately after that, the film begins committing to answers it cannot afford.

And that’s why the film lost me entirely when the silhouetted creature eventually emerges in full: ‘Pirate Clark’, an unhumanly tall distortion of Clark’s own furniture-store mascot, the pirate costume from his budget television ads grotesquely scaled up and given a body. The Backrooms, it turns out, copy what one brings into them in a manner reminiscent of certain SCP entries, and what Clark brought was himself. The schemata-breaking logic of the first act collapses into something legible, answerable, therapeutic: a man confronting a literalised version of his self-loathing. What had been a question about space becomes a question about character, and character is answerable in a way that broken spatial geometry is not; the horror, the moment it acquires a face and a psychological explanation, ceases to be horror at all. It is the same trajectory the Alien franchise traced over four decades (from Ridley Scott’s half-seen jaw in 1979 to the biological close-ups of last year’s grandest disappointment Alien: Earth), except Parsons managed to ruin his own ‘Alien’ in a single film rather than four decades of sequels.

I think the problem is on the formal level. The film’s best sequences are all in found-footage register: the Async prologue, the rope sequence, Clark’s panicked escape filmed on handheld. In found footage, withholding is natural; the camera’s limitations are the horror, because what the camera cannot see is where spatial schemata are allowed to be broken forcefully (like in a magic trick). But Parsons chose to make a narrative film, and narrative cinema demands psychological grounding that found footage does not. Hence Mary Kline (Renate Reinsve): a therapist whose agoraphobic mother was institutionalised, whose childhood home was demolished, whose psychology the screenplay grafts onto the Backrooms as though the space needed a reason to be frightening; it doesn’t, and we know that from Parsons’ early YouTube videos. The flashbacks literalise what should remain spatial; they translate the weird into the therapeutic. A mockumentary would never have needed Mary’s psychology, because the form itself would have justified every refusal to explain. Parsons understood this at seventeen, when the YouTube videos worked precisely because they explained nothing. Four years and a screenplay later, he has been talked into believing that a feature film requires grounding, and the grounding is what killed it.

Treme Season 1
loved Treme Season 12010·dir. David Simon, Eric Overmyer
11 Jun 2026 · 4 min read

Where The Wire built its case against institutions by examining the machinery of their failure, Treme does something David Simon had never attempted: it watches people live. Three months after Katrina, the city is broken in ways the show actively refuses to dramatise; instead the damage is environmental, sedimented into NOLA’s denizens’ daily life. For example, we see water stains sit at shoulder height on barroom walls, where the Amerindian Big Chief Albert Lambreaux (Clarke Peters) holds practice in the same cramped room where his tribe sews their Mardi Gras suits, because the hall they used before the storm is gone. Simon’s method in Treme is accumulation, a lot more of it than in The Wire: Antoine Batiste (Wendell Pierce) hustles trombone gigs that pay a hundred dollars and borrows instruments because his own was lost in the flood; Janette Desautel (Kim Dickens) cooks with whatever her suppliers still carry, running a restaurant on credit and stubbornness; Albert tracks down scattered tribe members one by one, because the suit means nothing without the people who walk beside it. Everybody is trying to ‘save’ NOLA, one crawfish etouffee and one rehearsal and one parade at a time.

Antoine’s world is brass band and second-line parade music, the working musician’s circuit of clubs and funerals and festivals where you play for four hours and split the fee six ways. Albert’s is Mardi Gras Amerindian chant: call-and-response passed down through oral tradition, rehearsed in living rooms with tambourines and cowbells, performed in full regalia on the three or four days a year when the suits come out. His son Delmond (Rob Brown) plays modern jazz trumpet in New York and loathes coming home, because New Orleans jazz feels to him like a museum piece rather than a living practice. I share that instinct towards modern jazz, but I went to Preservation Hall recently and found the old-school sets surprisingly virtuosic and charming; Delmond’s nine episodes of refusal read to me as wilful deafness, and the show seems to think so too. There is no score in the conventional sense; every piece of music is diegetic, someone always playing it, in a room, on a street, for money or for love or because their mother told them to take the horn outside.

In episode 8, ‘All on a Mardi Gras Day’, the first post-Katrina Mardi Gras, all of these registers sound at once. Janette is out in the rain working a mobile grill because her restaurant has gone bankrupt; Antoine is blowing through yet another gig, bored, brilliant, underpaid; Delmond is on stage playing modern jazz in a proper concert setting, still holding himself apart from the city his father is fighting to reassemble; Albert cannot mask with his tribe because the police who beat him in episode 7 have ensured his court date lands on the one day that matters. Everyone is trying to live at the same time, in different musical registers: the NOLA spirit exemplified.

But one would be remiss to forget Creighton Bernette (John Goodman), a big-hearted literature professor that enters the show by throwing a British TV crew’s microphone into the river in the pilot episode. That clip goes viral (by whatever standard of ‘viral’ was back in the days). By episode 4 his YouTube rants against federal negligence have made him a local celebrity: his anger looks like energy, like commitment. He is also writing a novel about the Great Mississippi Flood of 1927 but never progresses past a blank screen and deleted sentences. The anger sustains him until it doesn’t. In episode 9 he assigns Kate Chopin’s The Awakening to his students, tells them the protagonist’s drowning ‘was not the end, just a transition’, then boards the Algiers Ferry and steps off the railing into the Mississippi. Everyone else in Treme cooks, practises, sews, plays, walks the parade route; meanwhile Creighton performed caring so loudly that nobody, including himself, noticed the performance had replaced the thing itself.

The Trial
loved The TrialDer Proceß1925·by Franz Kafka, trans. Breon Mitchell (EN)
27 May 2026 · 2 min read

K. is arrested on the morning of his thirtieth birthday and executed on his last day of being thirty; nearly a full year, during which the Court neither imprisons him, nor requires his attendance. But the Court waits and sprawls, spreading into every aspect of K.’s life. And K., who could walk away at any point, who should know the proceedings have no binding force unless he grants them one, unfortunately chooses to submit. He adjusts his Sunday schedule around the hearing times. He prepares his defence. He looks for the Court in attics and tenements and finds it everywhere, because by looking he has already conceded its jurisdiction. The System’s invasion is gradual and total: Court personnel appear in his bank, his lodgings, on street corners; the architecture of daily life reveals itself to have been the Court’s architecture all along, merely unnoticed until K. began paying the kind of attention that constitutes submission.

One of Kafka’s most famous parables comes from the prison chaplain in The Trial: ‘Before the Law’ talks about a man who sits before an open door for his entire life, waiting for permission to enter, and dies without entering. Before he dies, the doorkeeper finally tells him that the door was meant only for him and is now being shut. The man’s deference to the System is its only lock; control relies on submission. And K. almost recognises this; the conversation with the chaplain is the closest that he comes to seeing that the Court’s authority is produced by the defendant’s belief in it, that his own compliance is the engine of his prosecution. He sees it and, being far too late, cannot act on what he sees anymore: he has already internalised the Court’s frame so thoroughly that even recognising the absurdity does not release him from it. He walks to his execution like a dog, and the shame, Kafka writes, will outlive him.

As Breon Mitchell notes in his translation preface, Kafka died before settling the chapter order; Mitchell’s translation preserves crossed-out passages and variant wordings in an appendix, so we read the novel knowing it has no authoritative sequence. The effect is that K.’s year feels unfinished in the same way his defence is unfinished: there is no moment where the Court announces a verdict, no scene that closes the case. The execution arrives mid-sentence, mid-life, as casually and comically as the arrest did. And one suspects that this is the point: the shame K. feels as he dies, the shame Kafka says will outlive him, does not require a conclusion. It only requires that enough people, like K., keep showing up to hearings they were never compelled to attend. The System functions by threats and intimidation. I fear that we already know this but simply do not act.

My Father's Shadow
loved My Father's Shadow2025·dir. Akinola Davies Jr.
26 May 2026 · 2 min read

On 12 June 1993, the day of Nigeria’s presidential election, Akin and Remi (played by the real-life brothers Godwin and Chibuike Marvellous Egbo) are taken by their long-absent father Folarin (Sope Dirisu) across Lagos. The boys do not know what day it is. The Davies brothers, in My Father’s Shadow, decide to put the kids’ not-knowing front and centre, and see those chaotic times through the kids’ lens. The camera stays at the height of their gaze. Folarin’s six months of unpaid wages, his affair, his recurring nosebleeds, the military checkpoint where a soldier seems to recognise him as someone who was somewhere he should not have been: all of these arrive as moments the boys merely observe, with the camera observing with them. The result is a deceptive ‘narrative thinness’, but I do think that the thinness is the point. The Davies brothers built a film whose narration cannot exceed its observers’ horizons, thus diluting, constraining, but (strangely) also amplifying the political weight of the day.

Politics enters the kids’ view as fragments. They glimpse newspaper headlines at a kiosk, hear voices at a café arguing over Abiola and Babangida, see military trucks at the edge of a frame, sense the gates of the notorious ‘Bonny Camp’ drifting past the bus window. None of these are explained to us the audience, but we understand them as the kids do, as they accumulate into an overwhelming background voice. We dissolve, as the kids do, into this voice, into the eyes of the people under brutal rules, into the tears of those whose friends, families, colleagues perish.

The ‘big reveal’ comes in the final act, where at a café, the boys are eating, and the television announces what is happening: Babangida’s military government has annulled the election. We see people rise from their tables; the streets begin to move; the fragments the boys have been brushing past all afternoon resolve into the single event of which they have been but ambient signs all along. The film cuts forward from there to Folarin’s funeral… Something happened in Lagos that day, and the boys’ father did not come home. And yes, Akinola and Wale Davies lost their own father very young; the film, on some level, serves as a reconstruction of what the Davies brothers could not remember.

Now, Moshood Kashimawo Olawale Abiola, the man whose democratic victory was annulled by Babangida on television that afternoon, had won what is still widely held to be the freest and fairest election in Nigerian history. He died in detention five years later. The boys, of course, would not have known any of this yet.

Stiller Freund
liked Stiller FreundSilent Friend2025·dir. Ildikó Enyedi
25 May 2026 · 2 min read

To me, Stiller Freund is a film about curiosity, boundaries, and how curiosity breaks boundaries to evoke empathy. Enyedi braids 3 timelines together, all intersecting at a ginkgo tree in Marburg: a neurologist stranded during COVID (Tony Leung) who pivots from brain research to scanning the tree’s electrical activity (and obviously I have deep gripes about the pseudo-science presented here, but that’s besides the point); a solitary student in 1972 (Enzo Brumm) who inherits his roommate’s geranium and slowly befriends it; and a German university’s first female student in 1908 (Luna Wedler) fighting institutional exclusion while discovering photography. On these plotlines Enyedi paints a picture of communication across species, across eras, across the gendered and linguistic chasms that have pervaded human society for as long as we have existed.

What works beautifully is the supporting cast. Brumm and Wedler play curiosity as a bodily process: Hannes goes from knowing nothing about plants to rigging a sensor so the geranium can open the residence gate when it ‘hears’ voices (probably by sensing mechanical vibrations at certain frequencies); by the end he treats the plant as a companion whose displeasure he takes seriously. The progression is comic and sincere, capturing in an eery sense how scientific curiosity operates: one probes, connects, tries to understand, and in doing so dissolves a boundary one did not know was arbitrary.

Leung and Seydoux, by contrast, fail to convey that curiosity in any way more interesting than pseudo-scientific ‘neuroscience’ gimmicks; this is not the actors’ fault, but their characters serve merely as vehicles for the film’s thesis without undergoing the transformation that would make the thesis convincing. Grete’s timeline (shot in black-and-white 35mm, Wedler earning the Mastroianni at Venice) is beautiful in isolation but never overlaps thematically with the other two stories; one admires the craft without feeling the resonance.

Lovely sentences are scattered through the film, about plants existing on timescales that dwarf human attention, about the boundaries of perception being choices rather than facts; they arise naturally and are developed with cleverness, but do not accumulate into an argument. They remain ‘aperçus’, individually sharp, collectively scattered. I liked Stiller Fruend in general but still, what a pity.

The Brooklyn Follies
meh... The Brooklyn Follies2005·by Paul Auster
14 May 2026 · 2 min read

Auster’s prose remains a pleasure to read: the sentences are warm, the coincidences (as I wrote in my review his New York Trilogy [1987]) land with their usual offhand grace, and Nathan Glass’s voice carries the melancholy of a man who has (indeed) come to Brooklyn to die quietly and instead finds himself drawn back into life. But The Brooklyn Follies is a book that wants credit for its politics without earning them. It advocates voting Democrat, protecting the little guy, and embraces some of its characters’ queerness with what it clearly considers generosity. And yet every woman in the novel exists as a surface: Marina is beautiful and available; Rachel is shrill and estranged; Joyce is a body Nathan admires from across a room. They are described from the outside, assessed for attractiveness, and then set aside once the men have extracted what they need from the interaction. The progressive posture makes this worse, not better. A book that signals its enlightenment on every other axis while writing women as though it were still 1955 is dishonest at best.

I noted the same problem in Moon Palace (1989) and found it unforgivable in Invisible (2009). The Brooklyn Follies sits between them chronologically and morally: the sexism is less grotesque than Invisible’s, but the gap between the book’s self-image and its actual gender politics is wider, because here Auster is actively performing progressivism while reproducing the same flat, male-gaze portraiture that he has never interrogated. What a waste of such prose. It was not until 4 3 2 1 (2017), more than a decade later, that one could detect any movement away from such bigotry at all.

Mixtape
meh... Mixtape2026·by Beethoven & Dinosaur
10 May 2026 · 2 min read

Mixtape has my favourite intro of any game this year, and throughout the 4-hour-ish playthrough the art direction sustains its promise: Blue Moon Lagoon is gorgeous, the stop-motion-inflected animation is confident, and the vibe of a final high-school night carries genuine warmth. What it cannot sustain, however, is the game around it. The narrative asks the player to inhabit Stacey Rockford’s last evening with her friends, but Stacey and her companions are so thinly drawn that this inhabitation never occurs; one watches them from outside, waiting for interiority that never arrives. The gameplay vignettes (skateboarding, sweeping leaves, exploring an abandoned dinosaur park) are similarly weightless. I know ‘playability’ is a contested value in narrative games, that some consider it irrelevant, but in a game that attempts to build its whole structure around immersion, I think playability is of critical import. Something has to hold the player inside the experience, and here nothing does.

The deeper failure is the mixtape conceit. Stacey (and once her companion ‘Slater’) introduces each track with fourth-wall narration, which should create the sense of personal curation, of songs chosen because they mean something to her at this particular moment. It does not. The licensed catalogue is enviable (Joy Division, Iggy Pop, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Alice Coltrane) but the tracks float free of the scenes they accompany; songs play, vignettes unfold, and the two exist in total parallel. The studio captured the form of late-eighties mixtape culture (the aesthetic, the era, the physical object) while forgetting its core, which is diversity of purpose, the personal logic of selection that makes a mixtape more than a playlist. The one moment that approaches genuine curation is Alice Coltrane’s ‘Galaxy in Turiya’, placed on a mixtape that ‘Lover Boy’ makes for Stacey and scored to an animated kiss: a song chosen for someone, with feeling (albeit plus a bit of pretentiousness from ‘Lover Boy’) behind the choice. Even this grand gesture of love passes as mere transition.

I simply cannot detect any love for mixtape culture here, in a game titled ‘Mixtape’. I only see familiarity with the surfaces of this bygone era. In the register of youth narrative, the studio clearly wants to be the next DONTNOD. The distance is considerable.

عنکبوت مقدس
liked عنکبوت مقدسHoly Spider2022·dir. Ali Abbasi
28 Apr 2026 · 4 min read

Abbasi has said he wanted to make not a serial killer film but a film about a serial killer society, and Holy Spider is at its most convincing when it follows that approach. Saeed Hanaei (Mehdi Bajestani) murders sixteen sex workers in Mashhad, and what Abbasi captures with genuine force is the institutional architecture around the killings: police who will not file missing-persons reports, a courtroom that tilts toward the defence, a public that gathers outside in solidarity with the killer. The city does not merely fail to stop the murders; it cannot bring itself to call them wrong. This is, I think, the ‘serial killer society’ that Abbasi is trying to capture.

Rahimi (Zar Amir Ebrahimi, who deservedly won Best Actress at Cannes), the journalist that Abbasi invented to carry the investigation, holds the film’s procedural half together. She arrives in Mashhad and cannot even get a hotel room as a single woman; the police chief shows up at her door on the pretence of discussing the case and, when she rejects his advances, threatens her with the fact that nobody would believe her over him; her male reporter counterpart Sharifi (Arash Ashtiani), who is ostensibly her ally, repeats rumours about her past and self-censors his own reporting to avoid offending religious authorities. Every man in the institutional chain wears the same carnelian ring that Saeed wears; Abbasi does not underline this, but it is hard to miss. Ebrahimi plays Rahimi with a taut, furious restraint that holds the procedural together even when the plotting crumbles around her (she poses as bait on her first night out, with Sharifi as her tail; he promptly loses sight of her and Hanaei in the backstreets). Her determination, in this context, reads less as procedural convention than as sustained defiance against a city whose institutions would rather she disappeared too.

It is a shame, then, that the film does not extend the same attention to the sixteen women that Rahimi is fighting for. The camera gives Saeed interiority and gives his victims, at most, the few minutes before they die; even in a film about a society that refuses to see these women, the film itself struggles to see them. On the other hand, though, this may be an understandable trade-off: Abbasi’s subject is the machinery, not the individuals it destroys, and a film that tried to hold sixteen lives in focus would be a fundamentally different one. But the absence of depth is certainly regrettably palpable.

When Saeed is finally caught, the relief is oddly thin, as though it belongs to a different kind of film; Abbasi’s detachment is so thorough that the catharsis reads less as justice delivered than as the director’s wish imposed on a society that would not have produced it on its own terms. Rahimi, on a bus back to Tehran, watches a video of Saeed’s son demonstrating the murders on his little sister, rehearsing the strangling with something that looks like joy. The spider’s web holds.

برادران لیلا
loved برادران لیلاLeila's Brothers2022·dir. Saeed Roustayi
26 Apr 2026 · 4 min read

Leila’s four brothers are, in various configurations, unemployed. And it was Leila (Taraneh Alidoosti) that holds the family together financially and logistically; she is the only person in the household who works steadily and plans beyond the next week. Now, she devises a scheme to pool resources and open a shop in a soon-to-be-converted mall space, a scheme that requires cooperation from men who have never cooperated with anything except their own self-destruction, and a father (Saeed Poursamimi) who has been secretly hoarding cash while his children go hungry, whose single ambition is to spend forty gold coins at a wedding to claim the title of clan patriarch, a currency that circulates only among men who already have enough.

And by the midway mark of the film, after everything she has done for these men, Leila stands on the patio above the celebration, looking down at the men on the dance floor eating, drinking, throwing money in the air, performing their status for one another. She has paid for this; she has paid for all of it; and in that moment she becomes visible to herself as what she has always structurally been: an outsider to the System, which is sustained by her and women like her. The men below are not grateful, not even aware. They are inside a closed circuit of masculine exchange, with gold coins, patriarch titles, social capital. And Leila’s labour is the invisible infrastructure upon which that circuit runs. Roustayi holds the camera on Alidoosti’s face long enough for the recognition to settle, and what one sees there is not self-pity but something colder: the understanding that her exclusion is structural, that the System requires her invisibility to function.

But Leila’s Brothers investigates this ostensible contradiction deeper, bringing us to how Iran represents Leila’s domestic quagmire on a national level. Iran’s economy, crushed by sanctions and inflation that the film tracks in real time (gold prices soaring tenfold in a single montage), has produced a society in which legitimate economic mobility has been replaced by speculation: cryptocurrency, foreign exchange, pyramid schemes, the frantic circulation of money through channels that produce nothing and employ no one. The people inside this system are doing exactly what Esmail does with his gold coins: converting real resources into symbolic capital, performing wealth for an audience of other performers, while the ordinary people whose labour underwrites the whole arrangement are not even variables in the equation. Leila’s position on that patio is Iran’s position: sustaining a system that does not see her, that cannot afford to see her, because seeing her would mean acknowledging that the entire architecture of masculine honour and speculative finance is built on someone else’s back. The Iranian government banned the film and sentenced Roustayi to six months for screening it at Cannes without state approval; the sentence is its own confirmation that the argument landed where it was aimed.